loser Explicit

They used to call me a loser, or a drug abuser They used to tell me "The truth hurts", but I always refuse it Now look at me, they look stupid, they boxed in like a Rubik So many days I felt useless, so many times I was clueless So many days where I hate every single thing I do I told my friends that "We'll make it", and dropped out of school I lost my mind for a minute, but I played it cool And I do drugs just to cope, no, I don't think it's cool Remember everybody countin' me out in high school Now I know my haters sick like the goddamn flu Really wanna take my life, but I can't follow through If you find me dead tomorrow, then I showed all the clues There were times where I tried to take my life and no one knows There were signs that I'm goin' through that I will never show I've had people leave me fucked up and leave me in the cold I've been tryna tell my story, but this is gettin' old Gotta show them all, get these drugs out my system Pleadin' for help, but I know you won't listen Wish everything that we had was just fiction Can't get you out of my head, I've been thinkin' I'm on the edge, think that I'm on the brink Hear the pain in my voice when I sing Some days, I wanna blow out my brains Just so no one can see me again I'm on the edge, think that I'm on the brink Hear the pain in my voice when I sing Some days, I wanna blow out my bra- Just so no one can see me again They used to call me a loser, or a drug abuser They used to tell me "The truth hurts", but I always refuse it Now look at me, they look stupid, they boxed in like a Rubik So many days I felt useless, so many times I was clueless